Betrayal

I realize something about my self in seventh grade. I also learned an important lesson. The lesson was "Don't be surprised when people do something wrong,be surprised when they do something right. We all no people do wrong, its inevitable so how come when people murder or steal were so shocked? My theory is that we just all,deep down hope that humanity has a chance to do rite. The lesson I learned about myself was that I made the mistake of expecting the bout out of someone. I expected this one person to stick by me at all times,i leaned into them so faithfully that when they moved I fell on my face. I had a best friend. I thought everything was great until she betrayed me. Betrayal can cut so deep, sometimes I don't even like to think back on it. Months after it happened I still had that pain deep inside me. Till this day I must admit that when i see her in the hall hatred tugs at my heart. Its the humanity in me that does this..my hunger to hate and despise anything that crosses me. Even knowing what she did to me..sometimes the memories creep back across my mind and I relive the pain. In conclusion if any of you out there have been betrayed before I'm sorry. I know how it feels but better days are coming..

Life Is Passing Me By

Things are happening to fast
Im growing to fast
People leave my life to fast
Sun comes up to quick
summers breeze by
Life is to fast
I udge to fast
My memories fade to fast
Life is passing me by
I dont wanna think about the day I have to leave home for good
I don't want to imagine no more school
I can feel my youth slipping away everyday
Life is passing me by

CHARECTER..

Everyone has a character from the start. Along the way of life they are chiseled at and reformed a lot. Every different experience you go through impacts your character, some for the good..and others for the bad.Personally I have One specific trait within my character currently on June 15,2013 at the age of 14 that I'd like to share with you. Therefore I Christianna Arango contain fearlessness within my character. To me this means the ability to just be myself and not worry about what others think. I'm not talking about fearlessness in the sense that ill run into a burning building to save people with no hesitation or I'm not the least bit scared to jump off a bridge if dared to. Being a teen in school I face judgment,drama,harsh atmospheres etc. and I'm not afraid of it. I don't let my peers shape me and who I  am,I don't let society tell me who to be, what to wear. I'm fearless to the point where I don't care if I stand out, matter of fact I like it!! I love the spot light, I always have and if being different is another way to get there then I'm in luck because I'm already different everyday..

MAKE A CHANGE WHY DONT YOU?

It's a pretty well proven fact that we humans were created beautifully. Our whole bodies are made of small parts that all work together to make us function. God did a tremendous job creating us.We are intelligent and great inventors. We are great builders and creators ourselves, but one thing about humanity that falters is our fear. We fear that,  which we do not understand. If science cant explain it..its not good. If it cant be seen or touched its not real and were all crazy people. We humans tend to cast out and destroy that which we do not understand, however let me say this. Do you understand how humans can see images in there head,what you'd call imagination or thinking? Can you explain specifically to the point how that happened? Do you understand how we have emotions? why are we sad,or happy,or in love? These things cannot be layed out to the point to be understood. Why is it that teens in school are picked on for not being like everyone else? Why do the other kids care? Life is one big question with new challenges and hardships every day..We discriminate what we don't understand or what we are afraid of but why not stand up? why not be different? The world can change with one person, don't feel so small, because one drop of water can make the whole river move..