Fakin Lecrae

This blog is about being real NOT plastic.NOT fake!

Parents

I remember when I was a kid and I had to watch my older brother fight with my parents all the time. I didn't understand why they fought so much. All everyone used to say was its because he is a teenager. Looking back now on my former 8 year old self I remember thinking I'd never do that. Of course to me back then my parents were the greatest thing in the world. Being a teen now, I fight with my parents. Not as much as my brother but there are fights. I cant explain why they happen so often. The same things we fight about now happened when I was younger but now there an issue. I think that when your a teenager your constantly trying to change, your trying to find yourself. One minute you wanna be a dress down, girls who like sneakers and hoodies. Then you see a girl on the street dressed in dresses and high heels. You try to change yourself to be like them. Teens are influenced by so much and parents just cant keep up. In the movies you often hear teens saying that parents don't understated but in my opinion I think its teens who sometimes don't understand their parents. We constantly think they are trying to ruin our lives..but they aren't. They love us, they don't no that Nike is very in as well as booty shorts. They just don't want there daughters being UN-modest. They don't know that teens can be trusted with responsibility sometimes. They don't want you to get hurt or have to much on your plate. Its not just about them understanding us..we need to understand them.

Behind closed doors

 You like this guy..you dream up and imagine amazing things to happen, the days turn into weeks, you think about him so much (or her) but the relationship seems to go nowhere. It's like being stuck on a escalator. Your trying to go up but its pulling you down. People tell you to forget him..move on but you won't. He soon becomes your past. You still think of him now and then but...it never happened there was never a you and him or a him and her. But every now and then something happens that renews your faith in the possibility that something can happen between you. Everything seems so perfectly set up..like god molded it himself yet...there a blockage, why cant i break through it. All I want is a chance to have whats on the other side. It seems like lately all I have are doors in my way. There keys are long gone and missing. I just need a key..just need to get through the door. I only want whats on the other side I just hope that whats on the other side...wants me to.

Just have to say this...

They say you should never look back. I guess it's because everyone thinks looking back is pointless. I look back at the past a lot, sometimes it does bring me pain and it's easier to just never look back...forget what happened. One thing I hate about humans or just people in general is how we tend to be only talking about certain people or certain things but we group t all together..for example if i was to say, "Every time i look up everyone stares at me" when in reality it's just a large number. The point is they say you should never look back, I say you should only look back at certain things. If you have a tragic death in your family, someone you were very close to, they taught you almost everything you know. You wouldn't be who you are without them. It hurts to think about them so you try to forget but what about what they taught you? Are you going to forget that to? I guess what I'm saying is looking back doesn't always result in the negative area just keep this in mind..

IM JUST SAYING

I know we have all heard the famous disney channel saying and that is..

"Follow your heart"

Yeah its cute,makes you tingle inside believe in your dreams blah blah blah..great thats nice but im here to crush your dreams a little.THAT SAYING IS STUPIDDDD!!!! yes, I said it and im sorry if ive affended you in anyway but here is why..
So,to start in the bible it says in Jeremiah 17:9 "The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure."
Yes your bible version may have different words but there are many translations but ANYWAYYY back to the subject..okay as I  hope you all have realized by now..I'm a Christian therefor the bible is my guide basically and as I said the bible states that the human heart s wicked its full of sin so why on earth would you tell someone to follow their heart.when I'm in the store and i see something cute but I  have no  money you know what my heart tells me? STEAL IT!! When I'm pissed at someone for hurting me, my heart says hurt them back but god says two wrongs don't make a right, so for all you "Follow you heart" people I'm sorry but this is what I have to say..please take it into consideration.

Betrayal

I realize something about my self in seventh grade. I also learned an important lesson. The lesson was "Don't be surprised when people do something wrong,be surprised when they do something right. We all no people do wrong, its inevitable so how come when people murder or steal were so shocked? My theory is that we just all,deep down hope that humanity has a chance to do rite. The lesson I learned about myself was that I made the mistake of expecting the bout out of someone. I expected this one person to stick by me at all times,i leaned into them so faithfully that when they moved I fell on my face. I had a best friend. I thought everything was great until she betrayed me. Betrayal can cut so deep, sometimes I don't even like to think back on it. Months after it happened I still had that pain deep inside me. Till this day I must admit that when i see her in the hall hatred tugs at my heart. Its the humanity in me that does this..my hunger to hate and despise anything that crosses me. Even knowing what she did to me..sometimes the memories creep back across my mind and I relive the pain. In conclusion if any of you out there have been betrayed before I'm sorry. I know how it feels but better days are coming..

Life Is Passing Me By

Things are happening to fast
Im growing to fast
People leave my life to fast
Sun comes up to quick
summers breeze by
Life is to fast
I udge to fast
My memories fade to fast
Life is passing me by
I dont wanna think about the day I have to leave home for good
I don't want to imagine no more school
I can feel my youth slipping away everyday
Life is passing me by

CHARECTER..

Everyone has a character from the start. Along the way of life they are chiseled at and reformed a lot. Every different experience you go through impacts your character, some for the good..and others for the bad.Personally I have One specific trait within my character currently on June 15,2013 at the age of 14 that I'd like to share with you. Therefore I Christianna Arango contain fearlessness within my character. To me this means the ability to just be myself and not worry about what others think. I'm not talking about fearlessness in the sense that ill run into a burning building to save people with no hesitation or I'm not the least bit scared to jump off a bridge if dared to. Being a teen in school I face judgment,drama,harsh atmospheres etc. and I'm not afraid of it. I don't let my peers shape me and who I  am,I don't let society tell me who to be, what to wear. I'm fearless to the point where I don't care if I stand out, matter of fact I like it!! I love the spot light, I always have and if being different is another way to get there then I'm in luck because I'm already different everyday..

MAKE A CHANGE WHY DONT YOU?

It's a pretty well proven fact that we humans were created beautifully. Our whole bodies are made of small parts that all work together to make us function. God did a tremendous job creating us.We are intelligent and great inventors. We are great builders and creators ourselves, but one thing about humanity that falters is our fear. We fear that,  which we do not understand. If science cant explain it..its not good. If it cant be seen or touched its not real and were all crazy people. We humans tend to cast out and destroy that which we do not understand, however let me say this. Do you understand how humans can see images in there head,what you'd call imagination or thinking? Can you explain specifically to the point how that happened? Do you understand how we have emotions? why are we sad,or happy,or in love? These things cannot be layed out to the point to be understood. Why is it that teens in school are picked on for not being like everyone else? Why do the other kids care? Life is one big question with new challenges and hardships every day..We discriminate what we don't understand or what we are afraid of but why not stand up? why not be different? The world can change with one person, don't feel so small, because one drop of water can make the whole river move..