Behind closed doors

 You like this guy..you dream up and imagine amazing things to happen, the days turn into weeks, you think about him so much (or her) but the relationship seems to go nowhere. It's like being stuck on a escalator. Your trying to go up but its pulling you down. People tell you to forget him..move on but you won't. He soon becomes your past. You still think of him now and then but...it never happened there was never a you and him or a him and her. But every now and then something happens that renews your faith in the possibility that something can happen between you. Everything seems so perfectly set up..like god molded it himself yet...there a blockage, why cant i break through it. All I want is a chance to have whats on the other side. It seems like lately all I have are doors in my way. There keys are long gone and missing. I just need a key..just need to get through the door. I only want whats on the other side I just hope that whats on the other side...wants me to.