Betrayal

I realize something about my self in seventh grade. I also learned an important lesson. The lesson was "Don't be surprised when people do something wrong,be surprised when they do something right. We all no people do wrong, its inevitable so how come when people murder or steal were so shocked? My theory is that we just all,deep down hope that humanity has a chance to do rite. The lesson I learned about myself was that I made the mistake of expecting the bout out of someone. I expected this one person to stick by me at all times,i leaned into them so faithfully that when they moved I fell on my face. I had a best friend. I thought everything was great until she betrayed me. Betrayal can cut so deep, sometimes I don't even like to think back on it. Months after it happened I still had that pain deep inside me. Till this day I must admit that when i see her in the hall hatred tugs at my heart. Its the humanity in me that does this..my hunger to hate and despise anything that crosses me. Even knowing what she did to me..sometimes the memories creep back across my mind and I relive the pain. In conclusion if any of you out there have been betrayed before I'm sorry. I know how it feels but better days are coming..